So 2013 has been an interesting year, pretty eventful, a lot of
changes have happened so far, and hopefully more will come in the New Year.
This year was an amazing year,
My eldest niece got married to such an amazing man. The wedding
was beautiful and spectacular. She looked gorgeous and we danced the night
away.
I met my baby nephew the Italian
for the first time this year, and I fell madly in love with him.
I got a new job, even though it was a scary thing to do, I’ve
realized it was the best decision that I have made in my life and I don’t
regret it at all.
My father won an award for
working at his job for 55 years in the same company.
One of my sisters had the great honor to meet the pope.
My older brother and his
family are happy and healthy and better than ever. My youngest niece is a
firecracker and is such a character.
My son is growing and is healthy and just gets funnier by the
day.
My youngest brother married the love of his life recently, now in
November and I am so happy to finally say she is my sister.
I have made some amazing connections with people throughout the year;
I have dated here and there, nothing stuck. That’s ok!
The one connection that I made now recently was an intense one,
it was something that I grew to care and love for very quickly, I related to
him in so many ways. We were just at different points in our lives. I feel that
I am at the point of acceptance and forgiveness and change, but he was not, he
is still guarding his heart. That is fine, it is understandable too. We all get
to that point in our lives. Its takes only ourselves to finally see the light,
and it takes ourselves to get out of it. All I hope for him is to be able to
find his happiness and hopefully one day he will return to my life and we can
be friends. As for everyone else around me, who is suffering or struggling with
something at this moment in their lives, it will get better. I know the pain is
tremendous right now, and you can’t see anything else but what is happening
to you at this very moment. I promise you it will get better.
I am so proud of me, all the growth that I have had this past
year, I am maturing little by little and I am so aware of everything around me.
I realized that I am an extremely special person, and I have a gift within me,
that I can use in my life, the gift of empathy, the gift of having the
intuition, the gift to care for people.
I’ve been going to therapy for almost 3
months now and it has been the best experience so far, she connects everything
together for me. All my running thoughts that tend to overwhelm me and confuse me
and all my insecurities she putting everything into its place.
We are always changing ourselves and what I want for this New
Year is to keep learning, continue my search for my happiness, connecting more
and more with my son and having our relationship grow.
I want to do a few things this next year and I hope I will be
able to do. I would like to plan a trip. Where? Not sure, I have a few places I
can choose from, maybe go to panama, to visit a friend that literally left on
the plane today to live there. I want to go to and take a class for writing, I
want to play an instrument, I want to do some acting classes, continue working
out and getting healthy, continue writing in my blog, and not let anyone
discourage me anymore with the things that I am doing, start believing in myself
even more. Buy new car, move out of my house. Those are a few things that I
would like to do, my list can change throughout the year. It could get longer
and or shorter. I may do them all, or may not, but I need to at least to do one
thing off this list.
So to end this, take a moment to reflect on this year, take the
moment on the things that you want to do next year. forgive the ones who did
you wrong throughout the year, do not carry that anger that you have within, it
only makes you bitter, and takes too much energy to hate someone.
Thanks for reading
Catalina
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