It sucks when you end up caring about someone and they don't feel the same for you, they may care for you but not the way you would want them to.
Sometimes being to nice, can get you in to trouble for your self it can lead into heart ache and that is never a fun thing to deal with. You wish they can realize what a exceptional person you are that you would be loyal and giving and kind. Why try to force it. Sometimes I get these feelings towards certain people and the problem is you end up giving all your love to wrong person. Why waste your time right?
It's in me to care for people I think I was created to care too much sometimes. You would think I would have learned a long time ago with all the shit that I have been through but no I haven't. It's time to let go, this person is not an evil person or malicious. He is just not the one for me, even though I may feel something I just have to let go. I'm going back to what I didn't want. I'm going back to someone who is not honest. I can't do that to myself, I recently found out some things that has made me realize that I can not trust that person with my heart in that way. He doesn't see how much pain he has caused me, and there is no way of trying to show him that. I will always care and he will always have a special place in my heart but it is time to move on time to find someone that will love all of me and will not lie to me. Someone that will cherish the love that I give them cherish me as a woman. I feel slightly betrayed in some way but he will never see that.
If he ever realized it, it might be too late and will have lost me forever.
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