My gift from the Universe. Part 2

My last gift from the universe is Ron. I deleted my online account while I was talking to Robert, reactivated when I had several conversations with two female friends of mine, they both have met their boyfriends through online dating, and they both told me to not give up. S o I didn’t, probably a few days of me chatting briefly with different people. I receive a message, it was Ron and he had a very simple message, but you can tell he thought about what he wanted to say, normally you get “HI”,”HEY SEXY”, “YOU HAVE A BEAUTIFUL SMILE”. I wrote him back, and we messaged back and forth until we decided to text, later that evening we spoke for 4 hours. We met the following day after that. What I can say about Ron is that he was respectful, sincere, funny, nerdy, and just so down to earth, honest as well. We spoke for about four hours that night and got to know one another even better. The great part about Ron is that we both have that connection, we both communicate well with one another, we seem to have similar views on a lot of things, and of course the best part he is attracted to me and I to him.

My dilemma was that I had started realizing, I was already starting the self sabotage mode, I do this a lot, and I start to overt think and think all the negative things that he could possibly do as a man. We had that discussion about that this evening, I need to relax and just be patient, relax and realize that he is not only telling me what he feels but he is showing me as well. Now I really am getting everything that I have asked the universe when it comes to a partner. I know this is so new and I could be just jumping the gun with my thoughts, but again then I would be thinking negatively. All I could do now, is enjoy my time with this beautiful gift that I was given for whatever amount of time that I have with him, and I need to always remember that there is always a lesson around the corner, and I feel that he is that one person to finally make me see that there are those truly good men out there. They are out there, I know because I have them as my friends.  So we will see what happens between him and me, but regardless, I will enjoy every moment of it. I want to embrace life and embrace those that want me in their lives and that accept me for being me.