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August 30, 2012

Miami, Fl

Listening to: The Proclaimers

Well it’s here!!! My birthday I am a year older, a little bit wiser, tougher, more confident, happier. 

Beauty does come with age, I feel like I have become much more beautiful as I get older.

Only because I have grown much more confident with in myself, and realized it is ok to be alone. You have to be happy with in yourself to receive the many amazing beauties in this world, which I think would be self worth, happiness, and love with in yourself. That is when you start seeing so many things different, things just looking clearer.

I honestly feel that in the past two years that I have been single, I have been having one of those rollercoaster rides of emotions of everything that I went through in my last relationship. The pain is gone now. The happiness is in me, the happiness of knowing that it happened for a reason no matter how bad things ended, and to be honest I know many women say this to one another but I don’t need anyone to say this for me, IT WAS TRULY HIS LOSS, that is the truth. 

I have found some new hobbies in my life, which is going to the gym I actually hired a trainer and he kicks my ass every time I see him. It makes me feel better I can let out the anxieties of a bad day at work or just stress alone that I have to deal with, it is my form of zanax. It calms me down and I love it.

I still have so much changing that I want to do and I will, continue I am more determined now for myself I am much more driven.

I want to thank the people that have been through thick and thin in my life, new and old thank you for loving me for me and accepting me for all my funny and crazy ways.

I am so blessed to have each and every single one of you in my life you know who you all are.

Sincerely

C.